Saturday, January 12, 2008
insomina has become my mortal enemy and my bedfellow, and last night was no exception.
looking at real estate in san francisco is not fun. having owned a house for a good while, i don't want to just lease a condo, and especially not an apartment, but for my price range, the houses are seriously lacking. i don't think staying here would be the worst, if certain situations changed, matured, but not if they stay as is. i suppose physical distance is an easy way to separate onself in other ways, and maybe it shouldn't be that easy.
january is the most spiteful month. promises of a new year, so therefore new beginnings, unrealistic resolutions. it's contrived. and yet i think this has been the best january i can remember in a good many years. there actually have been new beginnings, continued and renewed friendships, and fun.
i still long for february though.