Monday, October 25, 2004
wishing today was not Monday and that this glorious weekend was not over, but it's back to work and reality, but with a healthy dose of optimism and lots of happy thoughts to carry me through.
watched a bunch of movies, TV, talked a lot amongst other things which shall not be mentioned.
also, thursday night i did karaoke for the first time. for someone who is afraid of anything like that this is a big achievement, and what's even more surprising is how much i enjoyed it. might get to do it again as early as tomorrow which would be very very cool.
it's interesting to think about how people are brought closer together through the quite emotionally difficult and gut wrenching events. i can't say i'd want to go through such trials again but the benefits far outweigh the pain from where i'm sitting.
i feel as if something big is going to happen soon, though i can't quite put my finger on it. courses are definitely changing and i find myself constantly reevaluating where i stand on many things. i used to be afraid of change and i'm not sure precisely when, but i'm definitely not anymore. i feel like i'm on more solid ground than i have been in a very long time and i'm going to work to stay here, hopefully with my toad prince by my side.