Friday, October 22, 2004
my coffee today is iced, black and bitter just like a tiny bit of my heart and soul, at the moment.
can someone explain to me how it's possible to right a wrong by knowingly committing another wrong?
it appears as if someone tried to hack into my blogger account. why anyone would really want to do that i'm not quite sure, but i have a fairly good idea who it might have been. and you know what? i don't even care.
i'm done with worrying about this, because it's pointless. i am who i am, i feel how i feel and that's not going to change regardless of someone trying to come in and come between anything real and concrete.
Yea, there was a time I didn't like the love, I liked the climbers,
I was no sister then, I was running out of time and one liners,
And I was afraid, like you are when you're too young to know the time, and
So I watched the way you take your fear and hoard the horizon,
You point, you have a word for every woman you can lay your eyes on,
Like you own them just because you bought the time,
And you turn to me, you say you hope I'm not threatened,
Oh -- I'm not that petty, as cool as I am, I thought you'd know this already,
I will not be afraid of women, I will not be afraid of women...
You tried to make me doubt, to make me guess, tried to make me feel like a little less,
Oh, I liked you when your soul was bared, I thought you knew how to be scared,
And now its amazing what you did to make me stay,
But truth is just like time, it catches up and it just keeps going,
And so I'm leaving, you can find out how much better things can get,
And if it helps, I'd say I feel a little worse than I did when we met,
So when you find someone else, you can try again, it might work next time,
You look out of the kitchen window and you shake your head and say low,
"If I could believe that stuff, I'd say that woman has a halo,"
And I look out and say, "Yeah, she's really blond,"
And then I go outside and join the others, I am the others,
Oh -- and that's not easy, I don't know what you saw, I want somebody who sees me,
I will not be afraid of women, I will not be afraid of women. - Dar Williams