Friday, October 29, 2004
i'm feeling so out of focus right now, so needing perspective and not able to get it. it's not a fun position to be in, let me just say. it feels like major changes happen in my life, around my life that effect me each and every day, major changes that just can't be dealt with easily, and sometimes it makes it pretty bloody hard to function and do the things i need to do and have to do when all of this is going on around me.
somehow i'm managing though. just keep swimming. that's our motto at work, and that's my motto of the moment.
so i told brian about nanowrimo and he joined. this got me thinking about the reasons i was reluctant to do so, and decided why the hell not. i'm not sure if and when i'm going to talk about the idea for my novel, but i might. i'd love to talk about brian's because it's really brilliant and creative, but that's not my place, so hopefully he'll do so in the coming month.
hopefully this weekend will be as relaxing and good for my soul as last weekend was. pumpkin carving, pumpkin seed roasting, def poetry, halloween - all great, and i'm really looking forward to it.
also, a bit randomly, does anyone know where i could easily get my hands on a copy of Dead Man with Johnny Depp? and by easily i do mean no shipping involved.