Wednesday, August 11, 2004
it hurts my heart to think about the implications of two people who are so very close, that sometimes cannot even hold a normal conversation without it turning into a tiny war. oh, i could name a myriad of reasons why i think this and i think that, but the bottom line is this: i am so tired of the pettiness. i am tired of the snide comments, the hurtful words, the yelling and really just the ridiculousness of it all. this is a person who i wake up thinking about, who is in my thoughts when i am falling asleep and who i cannot imagine not in my life. and so with all this in mind and given how tired i am, (of all this, and in general) i am going to do my part, do my best to stop this from happening. because frankly, i just can't take it anymore.