Tuesday, April 13, 2004
people are people, so why should it be you and i should get along so awfully?
the week isn't going by fast enough. it's also not going very well. work is, well, i could go off there but it's best left unstated for the moment. it would be nice to actually get out on time just once, though, but i don't see that happening.
lots of ideas swirling around as of late, though not really terribly interesting, i think. just random observations about myself and others.
is there a word for that space between not quite sad but definitely not happy? i'm caught there and i can't seem to get a foothold out. it's disconcerting because it is quite easy to appear content, fine, and yet inside words such as joy and bliss are floating away through the ether.
what's one to do?
press on, i suppose.
what else is there, really? it does no good to talk about being unsatisfied when one can't even figure out the root of the feeling. or refuses to.
"If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you." -Gnostic Gospel of Thomas