Sunday, April 11, 2004
it's terribly disconcerting that motivation for writing comes from a negative experience and that that's the case far far too much. it's the sad truth though.
sometimes it's very hard to feel okay being myself when it seems like i'm constantly getting punished for it. i'm all about self evuation and evolving but there has to be some point where you say, hey, this is me. this is part of my personality and either accept it or don't be around me. Maybe that sounds overly harsh, it actually is, but i'm so so tired of feeling like i should change my emotional landmap, or at least subvert it in order to prevent certain situations and/or confrontations.
Communication is not just words; communication is architecture. Because of course it is quite obvious that a house which would be built without the sense... Without that desire for communication, would not look the way your house looks today.