Wednesday, January 14, 2004
You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me...
See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring?
Who the hell are you? -Liz Phair, Extraordinary
why is it that the people you hold dearest are always the first to disappoint you, to let you down?
i'm ok knowing that i don't matter to someone but i am not ok thinking i do matter and realizing it is meaningless and hollow.
right now i feel like i'm through with words. show me you care or don't show me anything, harsh as it may sound.