Tuesday, December 09, 2003
all that quoting of Ani has me listening to her again in full force. i tend to go through phases with music, and her music seems good for me right now. thought-provoking, sometimes angry/sometimes sad folky music. good for the soul.
had a great time at Kommencement on Sunday. good mix of music and good crowd. i really dig it that they have candles there, though it is ridiculous clubs now have to pay such a huge fee just to have them. also had a good chat with someone about our shared love of Edinburgh and desire to go to Hogmanay. dreams are good.
job interviews this week, which is good. hopefully something will come about soon. figure if i keep saying that something actually will.
doing a good bit of writing offline which may or may not make me quieter here. wish i felt more comfortable putting it here, as i'd like feedback (not that i'd probably get any) but i'd have to seriously fictionalize it and that's not worth it.
one bit of introspection though: emotional scars are far deeper and darker than physical scars. and they have a tendency not to fade, possibly because they are not so accidental.