Friday, April 04, 2003
recap of my life as of late:
birthday good, friends awesome, much fun had.
sick - don't want to talk about that. better mostly now.
still no job. really sucky and depressing.
relationship with mother getting worse, if that's at all possible. again sucky.
can't get m out of my life even though really want to - very very irritating. want to forget but can't yet. makes me want to tear hair out.
am apparently too smart and am told this will probably effect my intimacy with people because i will either threaten them or make them too mentally stimulated/challenged to be physically attracted/stimulated. great. just great.