Wednesday, November 20, 2002
so i posted some lyrics because sometimes other people say better what you're feeling than you can. ironic that i'm supposed to be a wonderful writer (according to other people) yet i can't even put into words how i feel in a somewhat eloquent way.
there's a decision that has to be made. a decision i thought i could and would make easily, but i was wrong. i still don't know. i can't clear my head enough to really think about it objectively and i don't want to make this decision without thinking that way.
what i do know is that, as i've said before, this is my place to write. it's for me whether or not what i write is of a personal nature or not. that's something i can't forget in making this decision. i don't want anything i write here to be for anyone but myself. hopefully that makes a bit of sense.