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    Friday, September 20, 2002     6:54 AM

lying in bed, not sleeping because i have too much on my mind. nothing coherent really, just the feeling that i'm being pulled in too many directions lately, that i don't know where i want my life to go.

put on some old Cure and grabbed Fuzzy Wuzzy. sobbed those silent, shaking sobs that are very cleansing and felt a bit better, a little less desolate.

and then i realized something i want to share.

Fuzzy Wuzzy, for those of you who don't know, is my koala bear, a bear i was given New Years Eve 1992 by Shannon, the wonderful guy who hosts this site for me. Shannon was my first boyfriend and he remains a wonderful friend. i'd like to call him a best friend, and he in his way, but we're not as close as i wish we could be. he's getting married in a couple months to a wonderful woman and i'm very glad they found each other and are so happy. this past friday was a friday the 13th. at the back of my mind that day was that 11 years ago on a friday the 13th i started talking to this wonderful person who has somehow managed to stay in my life and bring happiness even now.

Shannon really is the greatest and i hope any of you reading this that need any internet services, click on that link for Pure Energy on the left.

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reading...
Tori Amos, Piece by Piece
listening/watching...
The Golden Girls
playing..
KOTOR II
randomness...
In the Waiting Line - Zero Seven
linkage...
My Twitter
quote...
"It is time for me to walk the abyss. Time to reclaim my own. I must talk to the Morningstar. I do not have high hopes for the meeting."
-Dream, Sandman