Monday, July 22, 2002
"all in all it was a pretty nice day..."
this has been on my mind all night and though i'm hesitant to write about it, i'm feeling bothered.
i know i'm not completely unattractive but no one, male or female ever seems to think i am, at a club that is. i don't know why this is bothering me so much, but it is.
and i definitely don't want to feel anyone's attraction to me is from pity or because i expect it. that would be worse than not feeling attractive.