Tuesday, May 14, 2002
yet again my health has become a huge issue, not something i'm happy about at all. i'm trying very hard not to let it get to me because i need to stay productive and happy, for my own sake.
it's strange though that i'm usually not good at being vulnerable, at sharing this kind of stuff with anyone because i don't like to be a burden. but i found myself feeling ok talking about this with someone and actually wanting to talk more about it. i didn't though because i'm not sure the person feels comfortable with me talking about it and again, i don't want to be a bother. i'm not scared about opening up to this person though, because i trust them completely, which admittedly is a bit strange for me since i don't trust people easily or quickly.
it's all very weird, a good weird though, i suppose.
it's late, i'm tired and sleeps seems like a good idea right now. and because i hope people other than my friends read this, caryatid films.