Wednesday, May 01, 2002
i really really wish i was asleep right now. but no, i'm awake because lying down makes it hard to breathe as i have all this lovely lovely phlegm. my throat is full of tiny shards of glass cutting deeper and more painful each time i swallow.
and yet somehow i muddle through, trying very hard to actually accomplish things and not let my feeling crappy get to me. at least that's the theory.
the Nocturne trailers are online but i'm hesitant to link to them quite yet, there's still some tweaks needed on that page that i can't do yet. i will of course link as soon as i feel it's ready.
submitting website's for search engines is so frustrating because while they say it will take two weeks to three months, and you know of course it will be at least three months.
i had this huge tangent i wanted to go off on, about how it really isn't silly to think someone might one day suddenly find you repulsive, it really can and does happen. i'll have to save it for later though because my brain's getting mushy with sleepiness.