Saturday, April 06, 2002
i'm having the world's worst cramps right now with no painkillers around to help. ugh.
went the mall last night in search of a strapless bra as my lovely dogs got mine and made it into a chewtoy. i found one, and another not in my size that i have to call other stores about. almost every single one though, was padded, so do the bra maker people think larger chested chicks don't wear strapless bras? really. also bought some invader zim stuff at hot topic and a new wrist cuff which isn't really black but will do as it's the only one they had.
attemping not to be too optimistic about tomorrow night, getting my hopes up for anything usually leads to eventual crashing sadness and that's never fun.
i'm having trouble with my words right now, i want to write a poem about some feelings i have and instead i end up writing about everything but that. i guess because it's a positive emotion and my poetry does tend to be dark, not sad really, but dealing with difficult issues and while this is a difficult emotion to deal with, it isn't dark.
oh well. attempting to muddle through work for a few more hours. i've been putting off designing a page for Ascension and i'm going to do that by tomorrow - hopefully kele-de will like it as i have a good idea how to keep with a pagan as well as goth theme.