Friday, February 22, 2002
i hate the word "nice." i don't consider myself a nice person, i consider myself a real person. sometimes i can be a bitch, but mostly i try to be respectful and treat others the way i want to be treated. i also have this tendency to think people will treat me the way i treat them. lately though i'm realizing that isn't true and to curb further dissapointment i'm not going to expect much from people at all.
and i'm feeling very brutally honest today. i do want to be respectful but i'm tired of allowing things to happen that hurt me or make me feel like i've been disrespected. i'm going to be more vigilant in letting people know how i feel. if it pisses them off so be it, i am tired of being disrespected.